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My heart is numb The pain
is gone
Yet somehow I still feel it I laugh again
With no need for tears My love has come back
Left her in a ditch Just like me so long ago I know he won't stay
My denial of that Pain comes again Deep in my chest
It surfaces I tell him my fears
He holds me close
My tears fall onto him Comforting me he lays my fears to rest
He stays for now Loving like before
Like before always wandering
A new smell on him every night
I cannot confront him Not anymore
As he leaves I beg Falling apart with tears
Now the pain is too great to bear
In my room I wonder Why it is always this way
The gun's cold barrel against my head
My last thoughts of my love, My love that won't stay
Erika Turnner (a.k.a.Takhisis)
9/30/95